Rue

 Earlier when I said I'm lonely, I couldn't have been more wrong. Your presence never let me experience loneliness in its true form. Now that you're gone it's like the sun won't ever rise again. The tenebrous winter night will never end and there's no sign of spring whatsoever. I made a dreadful mistake of letting you go. I know I'm in the wrong but don't know how to make it all better once again. The regret, the guilt, the pain I inflicted upon you is killing me inside. There's no progress, no improvement. I'm thinking of myself even now. What you were. What you did for me. I took everything, every single thing for granted and now I'm left with nothing. Thankyou for giving me more than I deserved and sorry for doing things I never should have done. I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm so very sorry. I lament what all I did.